Oh, Allume! It’s been so many days (weeks?) since the Allume Conference and there is so much I want to tell you about but there is no way with Christmas and with LIFE that I can get all the words in!
Have you ever been to a place where you just fit? For some reason, I didn’t realize how many people would be at the conference that I knew. But y’all, I walked through the ballroom during dinner one night and it took like 10 minutes because I had to stop and hug a person at every other table! There is nothing like finding online folks are even cooler in real life. (And y’all I don’t think I’ve ever been disappointed!)
I also led a workshop at Allume. Like, I was a speaker. Like, I led a class and people actually came in and LISTENED TO WHAT I HAD TO SAY.
The topic was “Living on Mission with Family and Kids”. Clearly, this is up my alley–it’s what I want to do. But putting my finger on it and using succinct words to make it a practical, take-notes-be-insipred class? Not as easy.
I was nervous. Like super nervous. Afraid maybe I didn’t have a good word to share or that there were people at the conference more qualified than me to speak. Or that I’d give into nerves and make everyone feel uncomfortable. (Do you know what I mean? When you can tell someone is nervous and you feel uncomfortable for them? Ugh.)
But several people came along beside me to pray–Deidra who saw me post about being nervous on Instagram, Jen and Erin who weren’t even at the conference, Heather, Brooke, Jessie and others who love me and knew God would/could use little ole me.
So, when I stepped up to speak? I wasn’t nervous. Not a lick. In fact, I had fun. I was passionate and excited. I was literally lifted up on their prayers. Or God lifted me up. Or however God works with the prayers of His people–He in fact, did work.
And this is what God did for me at Allume. He reminded me that He gives me words. And He wants me to use them. It may be for a little class of 25 people at a conference. It may be for a blog post about a new Bible for kids (no, I haven’t forgotten my 31 days!). It may words to my kids. It may be something big like Truth in the Tinsel.
And it might not be as big as a NYT Best-selling author, or as big as 100,000 subscribers, or as big as 6 homeschooled kids or a staff-member at a church.
But He gave me those words. He gave me a mission. And I, like the men given treasure from their master (see Matthew 25) can choose to bury my words in the backyard by ignoring my mission, giving into fear that my words don’t matter, being lazy with my passion and therefore receive nothing else from the Lord. Or. OR! Or I can do my best with my words–put them out where others can use them, be faithful with the audience(s) He may give me and see Him (somehow, miraculously) multiply them. I want Him to say, “Well done! Come and share in your Master’s happiness!”
The whole weekend was full of stories about God’s intimate knowledge, desires and working-through-normal-people. Go read Amy’s story and Jessie’s story to see what I mean. And be encouraged–you don’t have to be a blogger, a writer, a staff-member, a anything to do the thing God has for you. God has you where he wants you. God has you in His hands. God has placed dreams and hopes and gifts inside of you. Use them! Be a good steward of the seemingly small–His desire is to lead you into His happiness!
Of course, there were a million other fabu parts of Allume.
I got to talk to Kelli, Dana, Eryn, Tricia, Crystal and Stef. I discovered Sole Hope and Ornaments for Orphans. I even got to see Kimba from Everyday Icing!
I packed shoeboxes with Alex.
I took pictures with Heather.
I stalked…er, went to to Phil Vischer’s class. I had breakfast with the folks from What’s in the Bible.
I cried with Lisa-Jo.
I was reunited with Jessie (and her sweet baby) and Amy and even had lunch with Shaun Groves.
I got to know Heather and went to Brooke‘s book-signing.
And holy-smokes-are-you-even-kidding-me I helped Amy Lynn Andrews in her social media class. (That’s a picture of Amy’s back because I’m sitting up front with her!!)
I am so thankful God put me in this funny little place of the blogosphere. I’ve found friendships and God-sized dreams I never imagined.
And in all this, I carried the coolest bag you’ve ever seen in your life. (Is that an awkward transition? Oh, well. Just feel awkward with me.)
I am seriously not over-sensationalizing this bag. It is literally the coolest bag I’ve ever owned. I showed it to the girls at the HelloMornings meet up and all of them were wide-eyed. (I’m not joking!) It is magical.
Are you ready for this?
OK. Imagine you are at Allume and you get a stack of new books as gifts from publishers, etc. Like Emily Freeman’s new book and Ann Voskamp’s new one. And eleventybillion more you can’t wait to read. And then you have to take them home. Well, what are you to do?
Put them in your bag, of course:
But wait! You also got a scarf from FreeSet and beautiful print from Red Letter Words and a necklace from Mary and Martha and a new What’s in the Bible DVD. How in the world will they all fit?
All you have to do is flip over the inside panel…
pull the straps and voila–your bag is bigger and has longer handles!
What?!! Is that the coolest?! See. I told you I wasn’t over exaggerating it. I haven’t stopped using this bag since Thirty-one sent it to my front door. The second you think you’ve filled it up, you just flip it up and it’s got room for a small country inside. Without looking like you’re carting…a small country.
Plus, the pattern is Hidden Mickeys and it comes in purple. (Whoa. If I had the purple one, it would never come off my arm.) If you’re looking for a good Christmas present (for yourself), this Vary You Versatile bag is for you. I’m sure Thirty-one parties will be popping up around you for Christmas, but if you don’t know a Thirty-one consultant or want to host your own party, my sisterchick, Staci is a consultant and would be glad to help you get a bag just like this one.
OK. That’s all I got. For now. But stay tuned–I’ve got more fun Christmasy stuff planned (oh! wait till you see!!) and yes, my 31 Days will be back asap!
affiliate links included. thirty-one sent me this bag in order to facilitate a reveiw. all opinions mine.
I may not have ended up on your list, but you were on mine =) So glad we got to share a meal together and talk about Vibrant Faith Ministries, church staff work, and Truth in the Tinsel! I think I told you that you were the catalyst for me to pull together an Advent ebook for VFM, and as of today it’s been downloaded over 1000 times. I’m thrilled =) Thanks for inspiring me!
Ack! You ARE on my list! Always, girlfriend! 🙂
a
So good to hear all of this! I love that God provided peace for you when you spoke. His fingerprints were all over the weekend. And I know what you mean about feeling like you fit in. I told Becky that being at Allume is like being with “my people.”
Love how you talked about stewarding your words well–definitely encouraged me.
I was so glad to meet you there and you should know that your session was one of my faves. I showed my girlfriends my visual map as soon as I got home 🙂 I found a lot of freedom in your words.
THANK YOU, Kayla! Such an encouragement! 🙂
a
Oh, that bag is amazing. It just went on my Christmas list. As the number one (and only!) thing. Thanks!
So, so proud of you!! For your session, I mean. Not for stalking Phil Vischer or anything. 🙂
I was really stealthy. He totally didn’t see me. And there were no awkward fan-girl pictures like last year.
(Sadly.)
a
Oh, Amanda!
1. There were A LOT of books at Allume. Like, way more than I could have imagined. No joke! It was heaven and now I’m overwhelmed because I want to read them all. That bag is for realz.
2. “Eleventybillion” cracked me up!
3. You and Amy did a fantastic job. I learned so much from you both! I came back home and was asked to be a guest speaker in an online marketing workshop, and I got to use some of the things you taught us.
Thank you! You were awesome. And hilarious.
Thanks, Katie! I had so much fun in Amy’s class–it could have been like 3 hours longer but it was fun! 🙂
a
Thanks for the shout-out!!
It was awesome meeting you at the OCC impact opportunity. I loved hearing how you have worked with them in the past. I even shared some of it with the class I taught at church last night when we talked about social justice.
It was awesome to meet so many bloggers that I read in real life and put voices and faces and bodies to little avatars 🙂
Awesome that you got to share about OCC at your church! Yes, isn’t it fun to see everyone in flesh-and-blood?!!
a
Want to know a secret? Yours was one of my favorite sessions at Allume 🙂
I have that piece of paper tucked in my Bible and I look at it every day and it gives me a reminder, a gentle little nudge to keep moving, keep finding my direction. So, thank you for that. Thanks for letting God use you to show a room full of women some things that I bet they didn’t know about themselves before your session.
Thank you also for being a kind, smiling face when I walked into a room where I didn’t know anyone and was feeling a little shy myself. I’m so happy you sat down in front me (and wasn’t Phil’s talk so thought provoking? I kept trying to tell my husband about it but I’m sure I messed up all the good parts)
Best wishes!
Amanda,
One of the things I always love about reading your blog, is that in your willingness to be real and vulnerable you *always* encourage and inspire me. I so needed to read this, it brought tears to my eyes. 🙂
And I so wish I could have been in your class, sounds like it was amazing! Any chance you’ll put it in a book?? I am pre-ordering right now!
Melissa~
I could not have been happier to spend so much time with you at Allume. Do you even know how much I look up to you? When you made me feel so welcomed & included at Declare, I was grateful. And at Allume, I was blessed, because it felt like sweet friendship. You shine brightly, girl. Also…totes getting that tote….
I have been so inspired and blessed by Allume and I didn’t even go! You know how when someone shares what God’s been teaching them and it trickles down to you and you feel like that’s what God’s been impressing on you. That’s how I feel. (If that made sense, if it doesn’t make sense, well, it’s still how I feel but in a way that makes sense — I think I need to finish my coffee before writing more!)
Sniff. Sniff. How did we miss each other????
Just a testimony to the amazing women who were at Allume 2013.
xo,
Stacey
Oh, that bag. Yep…Love. That. Bag. And I loved meeting you at the HelloMornings meetup, too, and hearing your heart. You are a blessing. 🙂